Dear Diary

If you havent read the post entitled "Pray" do so now.. it is very important.. now on to the diary

I have ready TANK's blog and noticed she posted stuff about what happened to her a few years ago, i decided.. what a good idea.. so here you have it folks.. chicadees diary from back in high school... enjoy

Favorite Poem:
My Beard
My beard grows to my toes
I never wears no clothes
I wrap my hair around my bare
And down the road i goes
-Shel Silverstein

Favorie Song:
Say Goodbye
-Dave Matthews Band

My Writings:
Why?
Why do you hurt me
Why do you make me cry
Why do you enjoy this
Seeing me die

Why does this make you happy
to see my suffer
Twisting and turning
In the Pain?

Now im gone
But you remain
Im born anew
You stay the same
I have changed
But you live in pain
Why did you hurt me?
Why did you cry?
Why did you yell to no end?
Goodbye

I decided to write from the 4/20 entry instead of the 6/21 entry of 4 years ago... much more interesting

HaHa.. well, today is a druggies holiday cause the date is 4.20 haha. Trevor showed up to practice stoned! he had gotten 2 hours of sleep. He was talking to himself and staring off into space, trippin was written all over his hand, which he proceeded to show me, but shoving his hand in my face and saying "trippin, trippin, trippin, trippin" I love that kid! He told boom boom he didnt want to do the workout, so he ran 5 laps instead of the workout the rest of the kids did. It was pretty funny, ive seen him on a hangover, but i think this is the first time ive actually seen him high... haha.. Dean was in the gym today playing soccer.. aaahhh *sigh* Evan was wearing a brace, cause he hurt himself in lacrosse. I ran into Jill cause i wasnt paying attention and now my ancle is swolen. It hurts, hopefully it wont affect my running. Well, Mike and I are supposed to go scagg hunting and soul training someday, and this summer he wants me to work with him at the rec, working with little kids, it doesnt seem hard, but i dunno, ill look around, but i really need to go get some applications. I still kinda like him, but right now friends are better than boyfriends. It will all workout some how.. oh well.. bonne nuit..

Who needs Degrassi when you got Chicadee in high school?

What is your opinion on the diary entry? wanna hear more?

Pray

Please pray for my friend Ian. He was drinking and driving on Saturday, and he got into a car accident. The worst part being, he killed his college roommate. I dont even have any idea how much he is hurting right now, and im sure he is facing some sort of accidental murder charge. He needs prayer, as well as the family and friends of Bill (the guy killed).

Degrassi

Degrassi and My So-Called Life are the best shows ever! Lael and I have decided to find t-shirts or something. Great Times!! If you ever have the chance to watch them.. do it! Go High School tv shows.. HAHAHAHA

oh yeah.. check this out...

http://www.the-n.com/media/quiz/badges/mscl/jordan_catalano.gif

dead

yesterday i came across the best sport ever. RUGBY. Breeze and i went to go to this rugby workshop.. it was the coolest thing ever. Bre plays rugby, and she is on the local club team. shes really good too.. she made it to some sort of national match. So, we had fun yesterday. i learned how to tackle and pass. but really.. so much fun. i am soooo dead, its rediculus. i dont think i will ever be able to move again. ouchy... so worth it though. Thats about all.. ive been to lazy for my own good lately. i need to get out and do something. i have friends i need to call.. lazy.. laziness is bad. i had so many things i wanted to do when i was home this summer, and im really not getting any of them done. i have restablished a good relationship with my might as well be sister, bre. i have retored many relationships since high school, but its all about my old friends. i feel like i need to talk to them... nothign important, just befriend them. i love them so much. it hurts me to see them this way. they have improved, but i can still see how some of them are truely hurting, and not happy. i wish i could just take that all away. well.. i gotta read for my nutrition class... gotta work tonight too.. whoohooo... its gonna be one busy night.. the clinic is actually packed out.

DAY OF WRECKONING

ARE YOU PREPARED FOR TODAY... THE DAY OF WRECKONING.... YOU BETTER BE 'CAUSE ITS MY BIRTHDAY

anyway.. ya'll should email me, or call, or write something.. otherwise i will wreck you.. (since its the day of wreckoning) haha.. haha.. haha... uhh, yeah anyways.. i think im gonna go sit in the sun.. its supposed to be 85 today, so it will be nice for tysons graduation :)

....and they're off

Had quite the day today... got to leave before pensicola boys woke up.. Lael and i were afraid last night that we had been hozed big time.. but it turns out that things were alright. However, i did feel awkward sleeping on the same floor as them... uhhhh... Quite the experience, but things did go well.. they were very nice. Work was well.. work.. fun stuff.. came home and began recieving the benefits for the WRECKINING OF ANDREA (my birthday) which is TOMORROW if you didnt know... i recieved 11 letters today. It was awesome. 10 of them were from the same person. That is one of the coolest things that have happened to me. Very Very nice on their part.

I took a nap, got woken up by sam (its ok though.. he called to say happy birthday :-D) Then i worked on my painting which is turning out pretty decent. As long as i work on it slow without much rush i think it will be one of the better ones that i have done! Well.. besides all of this excitement that has happened today.. i have visited some quiz sites.. oohhh be prepaired


You are Morpheus, from "The Matrix." You
have strong faith in yourself and those around
you. A true leader, you are relentless in your
persuit.


What Matrix Persona Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

What Classic Movie Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

What Famous Leader Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

Mr. Tim Baker, Biblical Studies Adjunct


Which LeTourneau Professor Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla


Bring It On!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla

XEW!!!

RAHHH.. i do not like jarstfer exams. His questions are not direct at all. They frustrate me to no end! BAH stupid nutrition class. I guess i cant complain, my average in there is good. It just the exams that stress me out. Well.. there are 2 days.. thats right... TWO DAYS until my birthday.. just wanted to remind people of that... Today is kinda chilly.. it would be nice if it would warm up so i could go swimming. Tonight there are three boys from Pensicola coming to visit.. oh boy.. HA check laels page for information on the school. its pretty interesting i tell ya! Tomorrow is back to work again. Ya know.. im a lazy bum. I dont like going to work. i think i would rather just stay in my house and do nothing... like office space in a way.. I dont even work all day. i work like 4 hours most days. i need to get back into the swing of work again. when im not lazy. that will come soon enough im sure.

Sunday school children were monsters today. ahhh.. attack of the kids.. very draining. I dont like bein mean to the kids and telling their parents, but what else are you supposed to when the kids are running around the room and not listening to you all class period... anyways.. does anyone have any ideas of what kinda project we can do in sunday school next week as a gift to fathers. I know there are creative teacher-likes out there that read my blog. I need a cute craft that the kids can give to their dads.. any ideas?

anyone like Kenya
or >badgers?



Quizilla results.. enjoy...


You Are Most Certainly NOT a Member of the Shadow
Council!


Which Member of the Shadow Council Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

You're Fiji!

As calm, relaxed, and removed from life as they come, you're just so
chilled out, it hurts people to see you.  Everyone aspires to be where you are, but
most of them just can't put their stress away.  Little do they know that even you
sometimes have inner turmoil and struggles!  For the most part, though, it's sun and
fun for you, and that's the way you like it.  It's just sort of hard to get things
done with all that partying.
Take
the Country Quiz at the href="http://bluepyramid.org">Blue Pyramid

9 out of 10 cats prefer Bodacious B-BQ sauce

I bet you didnt know that! Lael found my cat on the kitchen counter eating bodacious barbeque sauce off of the beef that we had for dinner. I guess i miss the food in longview.. but not as much as the people. Yay for birthdays!! Today i got a new cell phone for my birthday which is 3 days away so i am expecting calls, presents, ect. I also picked up a new hobby. Mowing. I learned how to mow the yard all by myself.. i know.. its challenging.. and i have been mowing.. its actually kinda fun. i enjoy mowing yards.. good workout too. I have continued to run every morning, and it feels really good. I cant seem to loose much weight.. or any of the pooch around my stomach. I think that it probably wont be too healthy for me too loose too much weight.. but loosing the pooch would be really nice. Its only been a week.. im being too impatient. oh yeah.. i fixed my comments too.. yay me!!!!! Well, its time to mow again! Hasta la pasta!

Pool Hoppin

So its been warm here finally!! It was warmer in VT than it was in TX yesterday!! it makes me happy. Yesterday Lael and I went on an adventure to go swimming at the gorge. After driving around trying to find the perfect spot to park, we finally found it, but not before crossing a "haunted" covered bridge, the airport, and visiting my grandpa's gravesite. It turned out to be the wrong parking spot, so we had to walk a little ways, but once we got there we got to witness the beauty of the falls. I love VT, its so pretty! The water was a little chilly, but it was hot enough outside for the water to feel good. I love playing in waterfalls!!! Today it is hot again, after standing inside an air conditioned building all morning, the heat seems really nice. But i want to go swimming today up to the Wheelerville falls. They are closer to my house and much colder. I would go but Lael is still asleep. I should wake her up.. hot hot hot!!!! Well.. i think im gonna go do something productive! If anyone knows how to post better comments section on my page, please let me know!!!

Whats Goin On?

Can anyone else read my posts???

Quizilla Results

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.


What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla


Your and Innocent Unicorn! Innocent Unicorns are
very pure and good. They are the rarest of
types and sadly, are being hunted. Thats
because an Innocent Unicorn horn once removed
from the head, is worth alot of money, and if
left in holy water for a day, will turn into
diamond. Young Innocent Unicorns always stay
close to their mothers, and always will stand
by there side even when they grow. Innocent
Unicorns are said to be the friends of angels
and can dance on moonbeams. Innocent unicorns
represnt virginty, goodness, pureness, and
love. They always value friendship, and
familly, and are facinated by humans. Innocent
unicorns are shy, but if friends for someone,
its a friend to the end.


What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla


Your a Unicorn! Unicorns are pure, innocent,
magestic creatures that have a spiraling white
horn growing out of their forehead, and a white
graceful, horses body. Unicorns represent the
sign of purity, innocence, freindship, healing,
rejeventation, and truth. Your horn is rare
prized, but you tend to be naive, lured by a
childs cry. Unicorns are reare, beautiful ans
shy mythical creatures, and you are lucky to be
one.


What Mythical Beast are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Check Out The New Look

so today i decided to play around with the HTML in the template. I changed the sidebar a little and i lenghtened the main body, so i could fit quizilla pictures in my blog without it displacing the sidebar (what happened last time)I'll make it pretty later. I also linked to my friends blogs. (if you want to be in there and your not let me know, if your in there, and you dont want to be.. let me know) Well.. today has started well. I got up at 6:20 for a nice run around the neighborhood. After which i was tired but ended up watching Buffy. Ate some breakfast/lunch and fixed my blog. Later i think Lael and I are going swimming. Its supoosed to be 90 degrees today, and even if its not either the gorge or the waterfalls will be fun. Havent decided to which we are going today. I have to take an online quiz today for nutrition... whohoo.... Well, i guess thats it for now.. no rants to rave about.. i think im gonna go lay down and watch some more tv.. mindless activities are nice....

Rant... RAHHHHH

So.. i cleaned the house and it looks really good. Now im in the strangest bad mood. I think the mailman died cause its like 3:30 and the mail isnt here yet. Honestly, what could he possibly be doin this late? Usually the mail is here before i get back from work at noon. I bet he died! if you sent me mail, and its supposed to arrive today, im sorry, but it may not reach me. Xew on stupid jobs. You cant call me in the day of and expect i dont have plans!!! Who does that! Contrary to popular opinion i actually do have somewhat of a life. RAHHHHHH!!! Oh yeah, another thing. The radio station in my city needs some NEW SONGS!!!! they play the same songs over, and over, and over... the list goes like this... beyonce "nauty girl", some guy w/puffy and enya "I dont wanna know", another pop/rap song, yet another pop/rap song, usher "let it burn", another pop/rap song, Hoobastank "the reason", outkast i dont know what its called, but it may be the worst song i have ever heard, yellowcard "ocean avenue", some other random song. Now this list will be repeated every hour. AH!! well.. this is my rant for the day, the mail came, i got a letter, so now im goin outside to lay in the sun and read it! yay!

Its Gettin Cold Up Here

Well.. actually.. its getting warmer.. but still a bit chilly... i leave for work in the mornings with a jacket, but by the end of the day it has warmed up to not need one. Apparantly its gonna be 90 tomorrow. We will have to see about that one, however, its almost 70 now!! YAY, bring on the heat!

Work was boring, but it put me in this insane cleaning mood, so i have been cleanin like no other since i got out. Wierd. I feel very ambitious today, and fat.. so i think im gonna go run this afternoon after i clean the house. :) Maybe ill even clean a stall! I cant forget to read for nutrition.. i got a quiz tomorrow... yippie! Well.. i think im gonna go clean. Sorry about the sidebar, im trying to fix it, but it just wont raise up! BAH!

The Funniest Thing EVER

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

LShave24: git 'er done
Lael: BAD saying
Lael: dirty
Lael: i cant believe you said that
LShave24: its funny
Lael: why???
LShave24: i read it on somebody's cap at graduation
LShave24: i never used it before then


Well spoken Lael
Ya know, i want to comment on this real bad.... but i wont.. no comment.. no comment..

Bored

Its a sunday afternoon.. i finished my paper, so what do i do?? i go to QUIZILLA.com Here are my results for the day


You are the Aqua Marine Mermaid. You are pure and
brave. Strong and True. Your best freind is
your seahorse, your steed. You have fought many
battles in your own life and in the sea. No
matter what challenge you overcome it.
Congratulations there are very few of you.
Would you rate my quiz for I am brave too?


What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla


You are Ephesians.


Which book of the Bible are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

humm.. more to come later...

Bleah

Ya know.. today is just one of those days, where i am tired, and just feeling bleah. I wanna sleep, but no.. i gotta write a paper. Stupid summer classes. Sunday school went well. I love my kids! They are so cute. next week, they are getting their snack as a reward, so i can actually make it through the lesson for once. I love VT. It is so pretty. i wish everyone could just see it. Pictures dont do the state justice. Sure, its got problems, but every state does. Ours are just a little more different. Well, i think im gonna go write this beast of a paper about myself and my nutrition. Yippie! Someone should call me, or send me mail or something.. im starting to get really antsy!! or post even. i like hearing from the outside world!

All I Want To Do

So here it is... all i want to do... are you ready??? i want to SLEEP IN!!! I hate those people that call you in the mornings. Never fails.. no one calls the mornings that i have to be up for work. but if there is a day that i can sleep in someone will call.. and not just one person.. many people.. someone calls, no big deal i go back to sleep, another call... zzzzzz... then finally another call.. before you know it, its just pointless to sleep. Then once i actually wake up.. no calls.. how amazing is that. Anyway.. thats my rant for the day. I enjoy sleep, i do not like people who compromise it. Side note: i had a really random dream about 2a and some of G1 having this random contest with other teams. Except for i didnt recognize any guys on 2a, but apparantly they lived there. Im not sure exactly what they did, but it was a cross between water balloon tossing and war games and it had something to do with large pools. Everyone that went to the pool died. it was wierd. Never trust a stranger with a pool! Anyways.. i think im gonna go take a shower now that i am fully awake. GRRRRRR

morning

Bre got her licence today. Shes really excited, and im happy for her. Ya know what the first thing she did was... SHE WOKE ME UP EARLY! HA at least she will be around more, cause i wont have to drive to pick her up all the time. We are goin on vacation at the end of June... anyone have any thoughts to where we should go? Besides ya'lls houses? I was thinkin Niagra Falls, now im thinkin a beach somewhere.. Tans are nice! humm... leave comments!

humm... links

Its come to my attention that the links never worked.. lets try that one again..

www.okcupid.com


www.quizilla.com

Welcome

Hello, and welcome to my blog....

The great thing about the summer, is that i get to do completely random things that will quickly fade out once school starts. Last summer it was Gaia (sp?) This year its... blogging...

Yes, i know.. i have copied everyone else who has a blog. But ya know what.. Ya'll can bite me. Oh wait.. you cant.. im far away from all my friends.. HA!

i guess ill be posting when i feel the need to vent or just ramble on. It would be nice if i could keep a blog up, but chances are, this too will fade just like gaia. Well.. here goes


So this summer i am working at the vet clinic cleaning cages (i really enjoy it though) and i am volunteering at some physical therapy opportunities (Sports Medicine, Nursing Home, some random other therapy alternative????) Also, I am taking an online nutrition course. I am keeping busy!


Take the quiz... seriously.. DO IT.. good times



Also, a good cite


COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS APPRECIATED!!