Headache

I currently have a headache, and i am in between neuroanatomy and disfunction and activating weak muscles. I am bored, i hate going to class.. but when you think about it, when your out of school, you have to go to work everyday from 8-5, so really, i will be busy every day for the rest of my life like i am now. I feel really negative today, and im not really a negative person, so i feel kinda bad about it. Im not hugely bitter normally either, but i really am hating on relationships today too... wierd day, must be the rain. So basically, im just going to ramble on for awhile because i dont have much significant to say. I had an interesting weekend... interesting doesnt even begin to describe it. If you are a guy i would recommend going into PT school, because you will literally have girls flock to you... flock... like as in you could just stand in the corner and have girls surrounding you, feeding you, trying to get you to dance with them, they will kiss you, and literally all you have to do stand there... literally... its a long story, ask me about it sometime.. ill tell you. On a positive note, Jesh visited me this weekend, so that was fun. he was my date to the formal. We went into the city on saturday to get cheeseseaks and take pictures of the city in the fall, he got some great pictures and im waiting for him to post them on facebook. So, basically, tahts my life right now, boring and pissy, please, please, please cheer me up.. im about to explode...

Bananas

My apartment smells like bananas...

i hate studing for exams... Unit 1 exam tomorrow, pray for me!!! AH!!!

PT School

So, right now im sitting in the student lounge eating lunch. We have 2.5 hours for break, and yes, again i am bored. School is going well. although its raining, its not too bad. Hopefully it wont rain tomorrow, because i want to go outside and do somthing, im tired of stayin inside. So, two days ago it was 60, yesterday it was 85, and now, its 60 again... whoohooo for random weather changes. My parents and grandparents came to visit me last night, that was fun, i like spending time with family. Umm... nothing else is really new with me. Still workin on the friend/church thing, please pray for me guys. i need it, i kinda feel like im slipping backwards and i could really use some encouragement. While your at LeTourneau, dont take this for granted, because once you leave, all of the framework and encouragement that kept you goin, is gone, and its really hard, if not impossible to replace what LeTourneau gives us. I feel lonely up here sometimes, not that i have a lack of friends, but i miss G1, i miss goin outside and doin random crap, i think i may mini-skateboard myself. I hope that i can hang out with Derek this weekend, because i miss friends that i can be random with. He understands my randomness. I confused some guy this week by randomly mentioning that raspberry ice tea is good. and thats a minor random comment by me, can you imagine the reaction to my full randomness? then i really wounldnt have friends. Well, i guess thats enough rambling for now, hopefully ill post more since i am bored to DEATH practically every day. i could go home, but what would i do there?

Big Storm in the Philippines

Hey There

So, its been awhile since ive actually written an update. Well, ive been busy, if you have any questions about like the past year, talk to me... otherwise, ill continue with the here and now. Sometimes its hard to say what i am thinking, and its easier said through lyrics and songs, hence, the song posts. Those have been songs that i can identify with recently.

My apartment is nice. I like living in a CLEAN!! area, and cooking food is SO much better than saga. Today i made peas, pasta and blueberry muffins for lunch.. yum! I went to a new church today Warrington Fellowship Church. Its a nice little place. I really like the smaller churches since i was brought up in one, people seem to be so close. There are a few people my age, but not many. Ill go to this church for a few weeks to give it a chance before i make a decision. The message was good though.

Well, i gotta go to petsmart to return yet another fish, im tired of them dying and driving 20 min away to return a fish, only to turn around and immediately come home...

kate, if you are reading this, i just thought of the time when we were at church in vt and the song leader said "turn to hymn 35 IMMEDIATELY" only really he said "He Leadeth me" haha.. fun times! I miss all you guys so much, you have no idea!

Do it for me now

Angels and Airwaves
Do it for me now

I'm frightened at night and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
I can't take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bone thin from the love that's been starved
I know it got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed and you gave me a lie
To add to the scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive

And I don't know
And I can't guess
If it's gonna be OK
But now my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do it for me now

I've really had it with the rain of the tears
The predictable storm that has come every year
And it sneaks in from shore with a bat in its hand
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I can't
You're a thief and a witch but I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
But the one thing that I can most willing prove
That when you are gone I'll be fine without you

And I don't know
And I can't guess
If it's gonna be OK
But now my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do it for me now?

Now just hold on, hold on to me
Hold on, hold on to me (hold on to me)

Kill

30 Seconds To Mars "The Kill"

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do, do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?

Its Raining

So, yesterday was beautiful.. almost 80, so i was able to wear a t-shirt again. i worked all morning at Constantinos Deli where i should be working for bre bre while she goes back to high school to finish up some things for two weeks. As it turns out, there is a large possiblity of me working at that darn factory again. i dislike working there so strongly that it actually makes me angry. i think that if i start putting things off more waiting for another job to come along my mom might actually kill me. She has been VERY angry lately about the whole thing. i mean really, do you think im happy that i have a college degree so that i can get a better job, and im still working at a factory, cause no one in rutland seems to care that i have a DEGREE!?!?!?!?!?!? RAH!!!!! anyway, i have an interview with them this afternoon. I need to work the 3-11 shift so i can work at the deli 9-2:30 in the mornings... those are gonna be some intense two weeks! then i will work the 7-3 shift... that will be way better because then i get out in the mid afternoon and i wont feel like im missing everything.
Today its raining again, yesterday was beautiful, now its back to 50's and raining like it has been every day since i got home from school. RAIN RAIN FREAKIN GO AWAY!! hey, at least we wont have a drought this summer, and the grass is really green!
Yesterday i removed all the stickers from the back of my car with the exception of the long LU banner one, and i put the arcadia one on top of it. My car is now offical and i am ready to make my way to philly. well.. im gonna try to do something with myself. maybe finish reading my book..... jungle pilot.. its good, i reccommend that everyone read it!

Sad

So this morning when i woke up i was sad because i realized i would never live on G1 again with my friends. It was really sad :( I had a dream about living there again and how the toilets were broken again so everyone had to use a toilet in the lobby, well.... i couldnt pee in the lobby because i was scared since it was just this random lone toilet. So i went back into the suite and kristen was making paper flower pots for the bathroom doors and some other creative thing for the bathroom doors, and inside the bathroom, since the toilets were broken she made really large flowers to take up most of the bathroom.. haha :) so then i woke up to realize that i really did have to pee, and my toilet did in fact work... i was relieved. Then i wanted to tell my friends like we normally do when we have a strange dream like that but i realized they werent here, and i wouldnt be there again. really sad morning :(
Today will consist of unpacking more, and moving boxes that wont be unpacked downstairs somewhere out of the way. My, what a fun, loaded day!

I'm Hungry

As i started to write this post, i realized that i was really hungry... i should grab something to eat. This morning i went out to breakfast with one of my high school friends that i have kept in touch with, Ellea. She is the sweetest and one of the most amazing encouraging friends i have. I love her! We are gonna be only an hour away for our graduate schools, so this is really exciting to me! After breakfast i went to find a job at the hospital, this afternoon im driving around everywhere else to see if i can get a job to put to use my college degree... this may not happen and in that time i will have to get a job at the dreaded factory :( sad times. Factory work SUCKS!!! oh well... life will go on im sure.
I went online about an hour ago because i have to straigten out financial matters for Grad school, and have i even started yet? NO the answer is no becuase i am a really bad procrastinator... i will have to do that now... so ill post later...
tonight is the season finale for Grey's Anatomy... 2 hours.. oh man, this is gonna be intense.. just watch it... its on ABC... and for you in Texas it starts at 7...

On The Road Again...

So, i graduated on May 6th with my bachelors of science, that is one expensive piece of paper! My family and i hung around until monday, where we drove my granparents to the airport, and we continued on our journey. We left dallas at around... 3ish... so we drive until 1ish that night, stop somewhere outside of nashville TN. Next morning at 8am we head out on the road again, and we come into truck problems, whenever it idles the truck stalls, so we cannot go slow, and going to get gas is a real pain. Around lunch time we stop to try to "fix" the truck, this takes us about 2 hours. Then we head out again, and drive to, almost NOW! thats right, we drove all stinkin night long, and get home at 9am! suck! so, i am home, for those that were wondering. and i really need to get some sleep now, im exhausted, ill write later when im more coherant.

Rope Pull

Today was rope pull, it lasted about an hour! KZX did good! a lot better than the 15 min of last year even though they still lost to AO. I cant help but think of Zack. I miss him so much. I like to listen to this song when i think of him.

Praise you in this storm
Casting Crowns

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen"
and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God
Who gives and takes away

Chorus:
I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God
Who gives and takes away

Chorus

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth

Repeat

Chorus

gradjimication

i graduate in 57 days... yup...

i was bored

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Andrea Lunt
Birthday:	June 15
Birthplace:	Rutland, VT
Current Location:	Texas for 66 more days, than philly
Eye Color:	Blue
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right Handed
Your Heritage:	Irish/English
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Sandals until anatomy lab, than gravis sneakers
Your Weakness:	Shyness
Your Fears:	spiders... ick
Your Perfect Pizza:	Pepperoni and cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Survive first semester of Graduate School
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	school sucks
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	what about it?
Your Most Missed Memory:	random fun stuff from past
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
McDonalds or Burger King:	ew...
Single or Group Dates:	whatever
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	i like lemonade
Chocolate or Vanilla:	depends on what it is
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee keeps me awake
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	sometimes
Do you Sing:	haha.. oh yeah
Do you Shower Daily:	at least
Have you Been in Love:	yeah
Do you want to go to College:	humm... i hope so since im about to get my bachelors in 2 months
Do you want to get Married:	eventually
Do you belive in yourself:	yeah, i am amazing
Do you get Motion Sickness:	if i read in a car
Do you think you are Attractive:	it depends on the day
Are you a Health Freak:	i like to stay healthy
Do you get along with your Parents:	most often
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yeah, the ones in texas can be pretty intense though, im really not a fan of tornados
Do you play an Instrument:	i used to play the flute in middle school and piano way back in the day
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	i dont think so
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	a lot of nyquill and advil
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yup.. picnic and ihop...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yeah, i got a new shirt for an interview
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	wow... that would be... alot...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	cant say ive ever done that
In the past month have you been on Stage:	hahahah... hell no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no.. too cold..
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope, i like to buy things
Ever been Drunk:	umm... yes
Ever been called a Tease:	im sure i have
Ever been Beaten up:	no, i beat them up first... im so huge an all
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	physical therapist
What country would you most like to Visit:	Ireland, Phillippeans
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown
Short or Long Hair:	medium.. and curly is good
Height:	not more than 6ish feet.. im kinda short myself
Weight:	not unhealthy
Best Clothing Style:	umm.... right...style?
Number of Drugs I have taken:	haha... ummmm many
Number of CDs I own:	a lot
Number of Piercings:	6
Number of Tattoos:	0... im afraid of needles
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	its good not to live with regrets
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Verses

"Are nto two sparrows sold for a cent? and yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your father. But the hairs on your head are numbered. So do not fear; you are more valuble than many sparrows." - Matthew 10:29-32

"Come to me, all who are weary and heavy landen and i will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for i am gentle and humble in heart and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light" Matthew 11:28-30
My friend gave me this verse this week for encouragement. I just feel hurt inside. I have such conflicted emotions. On one side, i dont feel like i deserve to mourn so much, i wasnt his parent, his sister, or even his best friend. I was a friend. Yet, i cry on a daily basis. I also am conflicted because how can i cry when hes in heaven, playing soccer, sitting at the feet of Jesus. Its ok to mourn, but sometimes i just dont feel like i should be. Its also hard for me to accept that hes gone. I keep accepting that hes gonna just show up at sometime. This weekend will be very hard when his parents come in to clean out his room, and stay for his memorial service. I will really have to come to terms with it this weekend, and thats gonna be so hard. i will see him again soon

Psalm 15

O Lord, who may abide in your tent?
Who may dwell on Your holy hill?
He who walks with integrity, and works righteousness,
And speaks truth in his heart
He does not slander with his tongue,
Nor does evil to his neighbor,
Nor takes up a reproach against his friend;
In whose eyes a reprobate is despised,
But who honors those who fear the Lord;
He swears to his own hurt and does not change;
He does not put out his money at interest,
Nor does he take a bribe against the innocent.
He who does these things will never be shaken.

This was Zack's favorite verses back in the day. Yesterday a good friend of mine, zack went to be with the Lord. I loved him, and it is hard to let him go. I never expected that he would die, i guess i figured he would get better, but next year he would be back at school. I am conforted by the fact that he was ready and prepaired to die, up until his death he was self-less, and was more concerned by the grief of his family and friends than his own death. He had an amazing relationship with God, and i would really like that deep-ness as well. His faith was so evident in everything he did. He has encouraged me in so many ways. It makes it so hard to let go, everywhere i go on campus around town, in the future, reminds me of him. I was excited to see him this summer because we would be living close to one another, so i would be able to spend time with him. I always saw him in Glaske where we would talk about school, MSC where we would hang out at acoustic cafe, The lounge at KZX where we watched movies and most recently a dave matthews concert on DVD, so many memories, so many discussions. Even when i listen to music i think of him, dave matthews, country. I feel so sad inside, like im breaking apart, like there is a hole. But then i think of how he is now. Hes at the feet of God, in awe. Maybe he is running and playing soccer in his healed body. Whatever he is doing, he is so happy and healthy, and i know i will see him again, so i have to be happy for him, even though i still grieve. I feel bad most of all for his three sisters and parents. They loved him so much, and though they are comforted, they still miss him greatly. Please pray for all of this. Its hard to deal with the death of a loved one.

Procrastination

You are Conner MacManus. You are more serious and

less cynical. "You and your fucking

rope". You are a yekler and not a risk

taker, except for sometimes when the time

comes. You are loyal and would cut up your

own wrists to save someone. ^_^


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