Lost

So im watching Lost, ive recently gotten into this show because of Heidi. Its a really good show, and its not all girly drama filled like the other shows, so i really like it. You should watch it. I dont want the little blonde english guy to die. that would be really sad!

Lately ive been really tired. I took a nap after school from 5 - 7 yeah.. wow

i wish i could wear heels, they look so good, but they really hurt my feet.

I eat yoplait light yogurt every day, but i doubt i am loosing ANY weight, those commercials lie

some good links ive found.. they are funny

cute little bunny

Sesamia Street

Snow Day

Today was a delayed day. We got another two inches of snow covered in ice, and so class didnt start until 11am. I was so happy :) It totally made my day. Everyone else was pissed because we had to be there till 6pm.. but really... we got to sleep in until 11... thats totally amazing!!

Other than that my day was fairly uneventful. I have sergical marker all over my back marking where each spinous process is, and its number, so its gonna be a week till its gone.. ha..

heres another picture of tyson, breezy an I this weekend

couch

So, today i spent most of my day on the couch. I believe this makes you more tired than actually sleeping all day.

we are suppose to get a scary massive storm... maybe we wont have school tomorrow!! The national weather service is telling us not to go outside in the weather unless absolutly necessisary, and take emergecy supplies with you if you go. Snow tonight, Ice all night and all day tomorrow... weeeee

Tyson and Breezy visited this weekend, and here are some photos :)

Revelation of the Day

My Revelation of the Day:
I am a screw up

You know what im afraid of?
Im afraid of raising children in this world, im afraid of yelling at them and screwing them up, im afraid of getting married, because im never good enough for anyone, and i dont like people making me feel that way. I also am afraid that i will never be good enough because i am a screw up. Finally, i dont deserve to be married

Thank you, and that is all

Peaced Out

So.. im sitting in a cardiology class and im GONE... you know what my most recent favorite saying is? Peaced Out

for example: This lecture is so boring, ive peaced out...

what do you call one of those skanky type girls that dress like prostitutes in high school and younger

Prostatots!!

this guy, by the way, is rediculus... he needs to stop.. T minus 15 minutes

After this awful class is over, im going grocery shopping during my two hour break, after 4 during my 3 hour break a bunch of us are going to the wet whistle for dinner before the 7-9 lecture. After 9, im gonna watch Greys Anatomy with my class upstairs in the lab... wow.. busy busy day

im gonna sleep gooood tonight

Lost

Today, well, it was fairly uneventful. School as usual. Came home and ate dinna, updated my binder so i can study some more, watched one tree hill and lost.

Someone killed a skunk outside of my building, my apartment reeks... i lit a bunch of candles to get rid of the smell, it did get better, but i still smell skunk... i hope it didnt die under my car... and seriously, what is a skunky doing in PHILLY!!

Tyson and Breezy are coming this weekend to visit. However, we are all poor, and my life is usually pretty boring. So.... what to do, what to do.... darn my boring pathetic life of couch sitting...

well.. im tired.. bed early tonight.. and TOMORROW i have class from 8am - 9pm... thats not a typo folks.. 13 hour day... yeah... im pretty sure our professors want us to die...

Mardi Gras

So... how is everyone today?? fat??? ohhh thats right, its FAT TUESDAY...

Elizabeth and i decided today that mardi gras was basically like a full moon, everything is crazy! A bunch of weird stuff kept happening all day. Get hit on by a creepy old guy in a wheelchair, i temporarily lost my car, walmart, there was random music coming from the celing, we realized we were old, random songs kept bursing in to our brains, basically, random stuff that never happends, happened all day today. crazy mardi gras!!

So, when i was trying to leave for class this morning, i relized that there was a moving truck right behind my car. where were the moving guys? no where to be found! so, i couldnt get to class on time. my prof knew, so it was alright.. i actually found it amusing, and i wasnt the least bit ticked.. ha... i think there should be a moving truck blocking me in every morning.

Tomorrow in lab i have to wear a sports bra only.. stupid cardio labs... maybe ill be able to get away with a tank top :) the bad part is everyone needs access to your back and chest since we are revisiting the heart and lungs. I cant wait until we go over the knee.. shorts i can handle.. sports bras make me feel fat.. i dont like being hog-like.. eewww

thats all for now.. bed early tonight, im EXHAUSTED!!!

maybe tomorrow ill clean and do laundry...

Exam Over

2 Exams down, 4 left in the semester.... whoooo

Today was a long day,

now im writing a report on what i would do with a patient with compartment syndrome.. its 8:30.. and i SO cant wait to sleep! At least i dont have to be as school until 10am tomorrow :) YAY

This Fortress of Tears

News Flash: STUDYING SUCKS

If you think of it, please pray that i study well, and focus
Big Exam Monday


This fortress of tears
I've built from my fears
for you
This fortress will fall
I've built it strong
for you

Friday

So, today was rough.. i was ansy all day, i felt as though i would burst right out of my skin.. terrible feeling. Passed the competency! YAY! Then i came home, took a nice long bath, read some of my book, and drank tea... that calmed me down! i needed to be calm because...

its TEST weekend.. dun dun dunnnnnn

After dinner i met up with Weena at Barnes and Noble and we got a lot of studying done. We were impressed with ourselves!!

You know what the best thing is about Friday??
The Soup on E! at 10pm
Best Week Ever on VH1 at 11pm
They are shows kinda like whats on Perez Hilton
I love friday laughs.. makes my whole week!! haha, at least its a good break from studying...

Guess what state has Civil Unions now?? New Jersey.. yup.. just on the news.. wierd

Some pictures we took today :)

Sleddin

Well, due to the snowstorm, i went SLEDDING TODAY!! it was so fun!! i bet you all are jealous!! I wish one of us had a camera, cause really, we could have gotten the best pictures ever! Alas, i only have my stories to tell... The bank we went down was pretty sleep, so we were goin pretty fast. We all got snow down our pants, and it was really cold, but TOTALLY worth it. This away message from my friend amanda describes one of missy's trips down the hill pretty well

Missy start off down hill on sled
and God said "Let there be ROCK ... that'll get that freakin Missy"
Missy hits rock and flies though air ... cracks poor sled
Then Jamie (our professor) (who just walks out of the building) says "Now what was the likelihood ratio that you would hit THAT rock"

Basically, this rock appeared outta no where and attacked missy, she went flying and it was funny.. i laughed.. hard.. (so did she)

The rest of the day was fairly uneventful!!

Picture from last night: Me and Weena

SAD

Today i got the best valentines day present ever... NO SCHOOOL!!! YAY ARCADIA

so, in leu of no school, i slept till 11, ate lunch, tried to study, but fell asleep from 2-5.. then i baked banana bread, cookies, and dinner. Yea.. apparantly i needed sleep... but i didnt get much studing done, so i felt bad about that

I went to a valentines day party at my friend Elizabeths at 7. It was fun, but due to the weather, people didnt really start showing up until like 8.. so i pretty much missed the party, but oh well. The roads were getting nasty again at 8:30 when i left. I picked up some groceries since i had no food left in my house (milk, bread, you know the essentials) on the way driving home i managed to do a doughnut and skid of the road a few times. Talk about slippery. I was only going like 20mph too.. pretty scary.. although doing doughnuts is fun, im glad there wasnt much traffic on the road! God was sure protecting me! I scared the guy behind me, he started to pull over to see if i was alright, but i just got myself straightened out and kept on a truckin... i love winter weather, but driving in it is no fun!

Went home to watch One Tree Hill and Lost.. and i must say.. i cant believe Brooke slept with Nathan, while he was dating Peyton!! i mean, it was a few years ago.. but STILL AHHHH... (none of you probably watch this show, but i must vent!!)

anyway, that was my fun for the day... hopefully they will clean off the roads before class tomorrow, or otherwise i hope they give us another snow day!! YAY SNOW!!!

Day

Today was a long day, tomorrow will be even longer... ohhh how i cant wait...

So, im curious as to how many people actually look at this site, so, if you happen to see this post leave me a comment. You dont even need blogger to leave a comment! So really, no one has an excuse... You dont even need to tell me your name, just leave a mark to know that you saw my page... I pretty much feel as though no one reads this...

YAY

Today was an amazing day!! I had the best day ive had in a long time! I went to church at Elverson Evangelical Free Church, the one that Katelyn, Derek and Zack are from, and i got to spend time with Katelyns family (who are the coolest people ever, i love them) Derek and Zacks family. It was an answer to prayer to see Zacks mom, because i love her, and i have been wantin to see her since i moved. So that was wonderful, and their church in general was amazing. The message was on how we shouldnt neglect Revelations, but read it, because its important. It was a good message. Im pretty much gonna read revelations this week

Then Heidi and i went to King of Prussia Mall, which is Absolutly massive.. but.. its wicked cool. I was looking for a scarf, and well.. that didnt really work out for me.. sad times. But going to the mall was fun

Then we went back to Heidis apartment, and we watched the covenant... its a pretty cool movie, i enjoyed it. About kids with superpowers... but they are witches or something.. i dunno.. it was cool...

so, today was gooooood :)

In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
This Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
Here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! – who took on flesh,
Fullness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness,
Scorned by the ones He came to save:
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied –
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay,
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine –
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life’s first cry to final breath,
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
‘Til He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand!

t minus 2 years

In exactly two years i will be a doctor.. Today, the third years graduated. good for them! it seems as though im far off... one day ill make it.. one day!

My parents got back from the philippines today. After a month they are home, and sleeping in their beds.. who guesses that they wake up at like 2am?? ME!! cause thats what i did!! ha... they had a great time over there though

So, for those of you who dont know, i HATE politics.. i am the least political person ever, so thats why i took a politics quiz.. here are the results

You are a Social Liberal (75% permissive) and an... Economic Moderate (41% permissive) You are best described as a: Democrat Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

fragments

Sometimes i feel as though im fragmenting apart. Like there are pieces of me everywhere and i cant seem to put everything back the way its suppose to. My life is a never ending puzzle that doent have a solution. The worst part is, is that i can only focus on one area at a time. While im fixing one piece, the other ones fall apart. It almost feels like im drowning. I can see the surface, and i can reach for it, but i just cant pull myself to the surface. If i focus on relationships and putting things right, school falls apart, if i focus on school, my life falls apart, if i focus on sleep i dont cook or clean as much, if i clean and cook, i dont sleep as much. im tired of the seasaw... i want it to end

ive been sleeping a lot lately, cant seem to get enough, maybe im gettin sick.. or maybe im just falling apart

My parents come home tomorrow.. YAY i miss them so much!!

nap time

Wednesday

So.. i guess i dont have too much to say, besides i havent been sleeping lately. Ive been having bad dreams.. im gonna load up on nyquill tonight...

One Tree Hill wasnt on until 11pm tonight... really sad day

Cleaned my apartment.. FINALLY

My Favorite Poem

My Beard
-Shel Silverstein

My beard grows to my toes
I never wears no clothes
I wrap my hair around my bare
And down the road i goes

Long Day

Today is a long day... 8-5, then studying... yay school

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I can pass this guy."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Superbowl Sunday

Superbowl Sunday.. GO COLTS!!

so... im watchin the superbowl all by my lonesome, hopefully with crazy neighbors, so its like i have friends!! hehehe...

Groundhog Day

Yesterday was Groundhog Day, Puxatawny Phil didnt see his shadow, sooooo spring is comin soon! ha... right.. It is my prediction that Bam Margera is getting married today in Philly, and if that is right, there are a TON of famous people here today.. I should go out and wander the streets of philly in search of famous people!! haha.. maaayyyybe not...

One year ago, Zack died. Please pray for his family and friends today. I cant believe its been a year already.

Today, im gonna read.. maybe study a bit, get some busywork homework done on the electrical current present in an E-Stem treatment at different frequencies. what an exciting day! Have a great day everyone!

Over the rainbow

If i were to get married, which is obviously, never gonna happen, i would want to play this song when leaving... cause its cute.



You know what sucks? I still care for danny so very much. I miss him, and it is so hard because i loved him so very much. But who i miss is who he was a long time ago. I have to keep reminding myself of how things were that last 6 months. How we fought, and how things never went right, and i was always feeling down about it. Because, i miss him terribly. Maybe im lonely, and maybe i really do miss him. Anyways, its hard no matter what. I wish i could talk to him, but you know, chances are, he hasnt changed and hes the same guy i broke up with, so even if we could talk, things would probably go back to the way they were. I guess what really makes the difference is how things ended. After it all, he never even apologized, because everything is always my fault. Mostly, he never tried to keep me, he just let me go like i didnt matter. he didnt oppose me going. I hope hes doing well. This is why im never getting married, cause im a screw up. and im never gonna be able to make some guy happy for longer than a year. It not even worth bothering over.

Remember one year ago today? I dont like to.. tomorrow will be difficult for me.

ZZZZZZ

So, talk about frying my brain today! After 6 hours of lecture, im pretty sure my brain died...

My neighbors keep slamming the door to their apartment, im really glad im not sleeping, or id be pissed. I actually ran into them today. They live across from me, and since August, i have met 1 lady on the far end opposite side of the hallway. Kinda funny

Tomorrow i get out at 12 YAY!!!

and i got a B- on my last exam... IM SO HAPPY!!!! CELEBRATION TIME!!!! :-D Thanks guys for praying, God REALLY helped me out big time on this one. I pray that he will continue to lead me in focusing and studying!!