fragments

Sometimes i feel as though im fragmenting apart. Like there are pieces of me everywhere and i cant seem to put everything back the way its suppose to. My life is a never ending puzzle that doent have a solution. The worst part is, is that i can only focus on one area at a time. While im fixing one piece, the other ones fall apart. It almost feels like im drowning. I can see the surface, and i can reach for it, but i just cant pull myself to the surface. If i focus on relationships and putting things right, school falls apart, if i focus on school, my life falls apart, if i focus on sleep i dont cook or clean as much, if i clean and cook, i dont sleep as much. im tired of the seasaw... i want it to end

ive been sleeping a lot lately, cant seem to get enough, maybe im gettin sick.. or maybe im just falling apart

My parents come home tomorrow.. YAY i miss them so much!!

nap time